Bad Influence

Don't watch as I hurt myself
Because I don't want you to do the same
You saw as mother looked me in the eye and said I was a mistake
And I know you saw the hatred in her eyes
Don't watch as I slit my wrists
Because I don't want you to think it seems cool
It doesn't solve you problems and it just hurts you more
I know you seem disappointed but you know what you see in my eyes
Pain, anger, sadness, and suicide
But don't ever be like me because there's nothing about me to idolize
Don't feel intimidated
Because you know you're smarter than me
You don't hurt yourself like I do
Which makes you the best
So close your eyes so you don't see me kill myself
Don't cry when I'm gone
And tell mom I hate her too.