Without You There

Torn into shreads
Left for dead on the floor
You expected me to die but I'm still alive
My life has changed without you there
No more suicidal thoughts cross my mind
And the cutting stopped as soon as it began
So you see, my life has changed without you there
Not having you choke me or kill me again
I'm moving on,pretending you never existed
I can lift my head high without you smacking it down
And I can dress the way I want without being hit
You existence no longer remains
You feel dead to me
My life has changed without you there
And once again I can show my precious smile
The smile no one has seen
I smile because youre gone and youre dead to me
And so my life has changed without you there
So don't bother coming back.