Not There

Her life falls before her eyes
Everything people say to her is just another lie
Everyday she lives putting up another fight
But behind it all she cries at night
There are things she doesn't want to know
And emotions she doesn't want to show
So she wonders what the world would be like if she was gone
Wonders if anyone would notice or just move on
And so she grabs a knife making scars on her skin
Everything just starting to cave in
She watches the blood create where she marked
All the memories like daggers stabbing at her heart
The thought of the knife meeting her throat
Hoping the blood will make her choke
The knife meets her neck
Making the slit
Her knees unlock and she falls to the floor
Now seeing what the world will be like with her not there anymore.