Rain

Sitting outside listening to the rain
Feeling depressed from all the pain
Tears stream out of my eyes creating a flood
Cutting my arm seeing the dripping blood
The rain is like my emotions
Wound up in all this comotion
Seeing the lightning and thunder strike
No one knows what it's really like
They push and pull expecting me to break
Telling them my problem was all a big mistake
I see the rain pour down harder then before
Making me not want to be here anymore
Names being called out to me
Pain trapped inside that no one sees
Love is replaced with hatred
Just like what I've created
Death surrounds me in this life
Having to deal with all the strife
Punishment for something I didn't even do
All of this happening because of you
Creating more tears in my eyes
Living this life with nothing but lies
Irking me towards my unwanted suicide
Feeling though I haven't tried
Dying from your unwanted love
Pushing me over with just a shove
Watching me fall
Ending it all
You wouldn't care if I were to die
Not a single tear would create in your eye
Falling from a hallucination
All from this creation
I knew something like this would happen to me
Out in the open so that everyone sees
Sheading tears from my eyes
Tired of your lies
Creating hatred I dont want
Tired of being in front
Being pushed to the back
Tired of everyones act
Sitting outside in the rain
Drenched in all my sorrows and pain.