My Nightmare

I just want to wake up
From this nightmare
Of failure and tears
Day after day
I cry
And now I don't even know why I do it
Why I lock myself in my room
And lay on my bed
Looking at the ceiling for hours
I don't know why
Everyone's praying I fail
So I die in loneliness
And cut my wrists
Until my veins run dry
I feel my only purpose
Is to waste space and cry
To argue with everyone
And provoke anger
So they yell in my face
I have a feeling
They're just waiting
Until I'm on my last thread
And it breaks
I just want to wake up
From my nightmare called life.